friends all asked me say out what i think . but i believe that even i say out everything would be the same =X NO DIFFERENCE ! they just dont believe me . no matter i go library or just having a TUITION in our study room , they can just think of something else .. isnt they have no trust in me ? but why ?! i am not that bad as what they think i am and not that i had done something when i go library or having tuition . is just that i felt terrible , sad then anrgy . just like what i said before friends understand me better than them . till today i still felt that way =X is just TOO HORRIBLE when ur loved ones dont believe u , not even once ! how could i like/love it when my very own father said me or scold me without any reason when i just ended my tuition ? whether the fault lies in me , i will still get it . is just like i have been kena a knife cut through my heart . you know how pain it was ?? and the pain definetly not going to cure ..