okay . ystd they saw my result slip . and yes they did scold =X
dad said go lib or frens' hse then duno de ask who ? ask librarian ?
oh pls la . my frens got A d okay ?! then wad why dun stay at home and study ? duno de can ask ur 3 sister wad . use ur brain la . blahx blahx blahx ..
ya . i asked them then they used those looked down on me de tone . u know ?
then if i asked one more time then wad they said ? " this one so easy u duno ?"
then wad for i ask them ? when i never go lib .at home slp eat watch tv . thenw ad u all said ? why dun want find friends go lib study ? =| is like i go lib aso kena said nvr go also kena said . ystd at cia's house . then er jie called asked me where am i . then mum listen . then she said oh at that time said want teach u math de ren de house ar ? okay go study ba . when they want me go their house to teach me , u all dun let . when they never teach me u all let =\ da jie said not because they dun trust me is just dui wo very disppointed . oh pls . if trust me . jiu bu hui said i m "playing" wit my tutor at room whereby we are having tuiton , i go lib u all go there "find" me , go fren's hse kept called me le ! what hurts me de most own father said me flirting wit tutor , used vulgar words on me ... ystd he threw my hp . and really throw worx .=/ u know wad ? how i wish that ystd u just burn my result slip , throw my hp away , and end my life . isnt it wonderfuL? like this , u all dun have to everyday wei wo ti xin diao dang le and everytime take result slip then made yourselves angry then aso dun need spent so much money for my tution then also this shitty result . right ? =] prefect ! always said my click is ah lian .. said wad oh u changed others ah lian group le ar =\ then said wad sell clothes de job is for ah lian ah beng . so indirectly u are saying me . u r just looking down on me . if to u i m just a ah lian , hate me lots , want to hit me why you bring me to this world ? why in the first place , when u all knew i m not a boy , why dont just abort me ? i would rather short term of pain then long term . i have lots of questions to ask lots of things to say . but i duno who can i turn to and where can i start . me n ky became like this , i really wanna to talk to someone . where are u all ? whenever i met smth bad happened in sch , i really hope someone could lend me their ear . always is my friends who did it . but not u all ? where are you all ?! i really hates coming back home . scare to come back home . cause i duno when will i kena beat or scolded again ? who can i turn to ? though i m the youngest in this home , i can see that u all dote on them more. no matter how hard i try to fifial u 2 is just useless BECAUSE I DUNO HOW TO EARN $$ . and because i m just a ah lian . only know how to flirt , play nothing else . right ? =\=|=\=|=\