once again that feeling is back . i dont know where to start with . i m all alone at home right now , even if there is pple at home . i will still felt the same . either in school or at home . my mind was thinking about how extra i m in the group , thinking how much they dont trust me . i just cannot tolerate esp that incident which happened in the library . yes , i m always late whenever we met . that doesnt mean it happen on me only . and the stuff that u said anout me . what i looked like ghost , i know i look ugly or what , but i m someone's daughter too okay ! it was just so hqwidaLOJD// pissed off alright ! just for that box all of u said me tgt . alright , is ok . i woke up on time and prepare to go out le in order not to be late this time . then i received that stupidddd message . "oh , we dont need that box le , u can meet lin same time , cya in school " ( cant really rmb ) .sometimes , i do really felt been left out . but i know even if i bring this up . more things will happen . at home lehx . though they give me more opportunities to go out , i still know and felt that they still dont trust me . O lvl el paper 7+ ended . the moment she reached home , they very 1st sentence is " exam got till so late mehx ? " she might not have the meaning of not trusting me , but the tone of hers brings out that meaning , it was like haizzz .
dont believe can call MOE ask de , i m alright with it . people tend to become sian over JOKING this word de . i m included . my mum bought me to this world is not to let u all do all this to me all what . though sometimes i do cracked jokes on people too . u all might think oh i can say pple this make pple that then i cannot take it that pple make me or say me . i did said be4 , all pple dont like all these de .