3rd day back to school after my 2 days mc . still that tiring and i cant slept for that past 3 nights because i slept too much during my "vacation" . wahahha . wed was the worst day for me . had to push my body get up from bed and drag my feet all the way to school . TIRED ! with that 2.5 KG lappy to and fro home every single school days . dont know why that when i only worked for 1 day during weekdays i still felt soooo tired . imagine every single day from 830 - 330 ( mostly later than that cuz w46H special . LOL ! ) facing that bloody lappy for so long . never wear spect also will have to wear it . ps: tml is my working day again :): . suddenly felt that there is no events for my ig other than meeting , welfare day coming up . went to gm to listen to president's talk again and paid $1 for fund and thats all . like nothing to do . thought my ig have many fun and enjoyable events de . ps: enthusiam starts to fade . sian . why i dont study hard ? so that i dont have to come rp that we need points to graduate which is L-A-M-E and S-T-U-P-I-D ! waste of time time time . lamest poly in singapore . what ever la . if no ig , also can go talks talks talks to get points points and still points . ps: i dont know wanna quit . is just that we cant really tolerate it anymore yet i can turn to no one ( expect for MWdearie and joko :) cuz the others doesnt feel what we felt ) . i also dont wish things to happen till like this . but is just so stupid for us to stay at there to tolerate ur as and when temper . whatever it is , can anyone tell us best solution for this thing ????? another issue . money money money . i need money ! i dont wanna work . is so tiring and lazy to work after 7 hours of school . but i have to work . cause i need money ! no job = no money = no shopping = no life ! can just kill me off ? omg . everything just so sucks man . wth . anyway, my job will be full with photos unless i feel like typing words . bye !
i wana feel happy and be what other think that im in the past ( SIAO ZHAR BOR ) again . to be in my active body whenever i go . but it is not same anymore .