I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW.
WITH THE COURSE I'M IN, WITH THE CLASS I'M IN, WITH THE PEOPLE I'M WITH EVERYDAY DURING SCHOOL TIMES ( NOT ALL).
WITH THE BIOLOGY'S FACI I HAVE, WITH THE MODULES I HAVE ( TRIPLE SCIENCE).
I TOTALLY HAVE NO INTEREST IN WHAT IM LEARNING NOW. IT DOESNT MATTER WHEN I DONT HAVE ANY BIOLOGY BACKGROUND, CLASSMATES DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT EXPLAINING TO OTHERS WHEN THEY UNDERSTAND ( MOSTLY), WHEN CLASSMATES JUST DUMPED U ASIDE AND DO THEIR OWN PARTS FOR THE PPT, IT REALLY SUPER S-U-C-K-Y!
I REALLT SCARE GOING TO SCHOOL, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND THE PROBLEMS, I FAILED TO DO SO AT THE END OF THE DAY, WHICH RESULTED IN MY "MARVELLOUS" RESULTS IN THE END. :(
I THINK THIS IS MY RETRIBUTION AFTER WHAT I'VE DONE. EVERYTHING DOESNT SEEMS TO BE GOING SUCCESSFULLY FOR ME. WHEN PEOPLE SAID THOSE THINGS TO YOU, EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE SO BEAUTIFUL. BUT IT DOES NOT LAST LONG.
2010 began, and i told myself,
change to become a better person.
not to fall into anything easily and anymore.
my loved ones will be healthy.
better results & save more money.
chinese new year soon. as time flies, a time to be with my family. have been working mostly everyday because of this peak period, didnt spend much time with them and studying. neglected both. should start studying soon :)