i studied & i failed,

once again :(

I HATE SCHOOL. I HATE THE COURSE I'M IN. I HATE TO BE IN THIS WORLD WHICH NEEDS TO HAVE MANY EDUCATION. I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. I HATE THE CHOICES THAT I'VE CHOSE. I HATE TO TALK NOW! I HATE MY LIFE!

i dont know why education is SO impt. exams. tests. & compeition among classes, levels, & even among relatives is just so SUCKY! all of these make me tired. seriously tired. i seriously have no interests in studying anymore! but i knew i had to continue to study for 2 freaking years in poly. RP some more which consists of many many "sell-fish" people everywhere. & 2 bios+ 2 chem modules next year. wish me best of luck peeps! :(

ps: idk why nothing goes in my brain no matter how hard i tried to study. idk why this feeling is here again. idk what to do. idk what i want exactly in my future. idk which path i want to lead in my life. idk idk idk.. i just felt myself so dumb! :( FML!!