" friends comes & goes .. "
tend to hear from seniors from rp that the very first class will be the most closeset. i believed it& i told my friends abt it too. however, after 2 sems in this poly. i tend to find out that actually no one can be trusted in poly. the first sem was pretty alright. second sem was the worst ever, i should say no more in future i hope. the first friend i make from second sem tends to be the first one "backstabbing" & putting words into my mouth. second friend that i tend to believe that he's a nice friend, a trusted friend. but in the end, he turned out to be the one saying unpleasant things to another guy sitting beside him when he was sited right infront of me. once again, I've trusted wrong friend& it showed me that i shouldn't trust anyone anymore in poly life! another case is that, i think in a clique if there's any one of us tends not to show respect, i should say even basic respect to others in the clique, i seriously think that there's no point in holding on/ keeping this friendship. eventually, my hated for this friend will be worse day by day. it's better for me to leave in order to keep this friendship goes on or even to remain the "hi-bye" status between us. tend to hate myself for trusting others so easily & making my trust in them turned out to be such cases. but from that night onwards, i told myself not to trust anyone & pin any more hope that will be able to find
people tend to tell me the above sentence. but who will be there when i really need someone to be there for me etc? since the first day of my education life till now, i would say, actually i have no bff. & i never believe
everyone is bias towards those they like/ care/ concern etc more. they have the rights to do so but could you all please
" 人生真的很痛。。" quoted from 下一站辛福 :D