3.9.10

Alright, this gonna be the very last post for this.

I would say I really like (in the past) you as a friend or even a sister.Remembering those days when we hang out together, eating Sushi's buffet, shopping around Singapore when both of us had Train concession, FBFG's weekly outings during holidays, and many more. However, I'm so not gonna say this but I had to.. All these gonna come to an end, really an end.

To you, I might be snatching the opportunities for you to earn money as I wanted to earn more or earn two people's pay all by myself. To me, I would say, if i were to think like this I wouldn't have recommended you for this job initially. I had to make up my mind to choose either You or Dearie. I chose You in the end yet these happened. You might be thinking I recommended you is because here need staff that time and not whatever excuses I'm giving.

I really never thought that you would be doing this to me. Till now, I can't believe that you really did this to me. Because we were once best friends.. Once..

You might have all friends around us to side you. Think that we are the bad ones, backstabbing you causing you to lose your job when you need job to earn money for yourself esp I'm the one. You may do all things that you wanted. Like what you said retribution. Though I really don't wish to have any retribution etc to happen or what because till now, I misses those time spent together.

Close friend of mine that you disliked/ hated asked me not to "grow" the hatred on you though this thing happened. Asked me to let time get over this. No point to make this hatred to increase over time.

Those posts you had in your fb, twitter or blog made me really not feeling good. I think that best friends shouldn't have post those things to hurt one another, even we were once best friends. My fb, twitter and blog do have those things before. I apologised for it.

Close friends of ours might be standing at your side. You may have them to think that you are right etc, and think we are the wrong ones, cruel ones. But I would like to say, only you yourself know the whole story. I once thought that you would be the one feeling happy for me, or giving me your best wishes when I went to a r/s. However, I never thought that you would be the one doing all these. I will really want to say. I do really felt disappointed in you, and in this friendship we had. Only yourself know what you have said about us to others. And you changed their point of views in us. Is ok, because I believe the one up there knew everything.

Those fun days and those memories we had will still be that happy, always. However, like what I said, everything became past. Hiongster is just a name that no longer exist in this world. To me, you are still a friend, a no longer exist listener, someone to share my happiness and bring joy to me.

Never thought of celebrating your birthday was the very last celebration together.

After this incident, I think that our friendship really coming to an end. We may not be saying Hi when we see each other, I think this is the best way to "respect'' one another. If I were to given a chance, I really would not wish that we did not say any single word when seeing each other around campus. However, this had already become the reality which can never be change. Thanks for your listening ears etc. I do really cherish them :)